Body image

This is my fourth pregnancy, and I still have the hardest time (mentally) gaining weight. I gained 35, 32, & 38 lbs with my other pregnancies and lost it eventually, but as someone who has always struggled with body image issues.. It's so hard. I want to love on my beautiful bump, and I do in private, but never flaunt it in public. I'm already up 18 lbs at 18 weeks 😕. I eat healthy, but probably overeat slightly on things like nuts and cheese. I know I'm healthy, but I don't know. I just felt like getting my words out! My poor husband has to listen to me complain daily, but is the most supportive ever, so now I'm bothering y'all instead 😂