Not feeling okay

Athena

Hey everyone,

I’m currently 30 weeks and i been feeling down for a while now. It comes and goes in waves. I been dealing with this since week 21.. my doctor referred me to a therapist because i scored low on a evaluation sheet he had given me but when i talked to the therapist (2 weeks after that visit with my doctor) at the time i scored high so they could diagnose me with anything or even give me a therapist to talk to.. This is my second pregnancy (my son is currently 19 months) and I’ve never felt this way before. It’s honestly hard to explain how i feel . I just feel like there’s a dark cloud over me and just feel like I’m in a bad funk.. (as best as i can describe it) I just want to sit here and cry 24/7. I’m just not happy.. I’ve tried explaining this to my husband and he thinks I’m over reacting (people have it worse than me.. i have it easy because I’m a stay at home mom so there should be no reason why I’m not feel okay mentally..) I understand people have it worse than me and I’m not saying people don’t but i just don’t feel mentally okay.. I have no one to talk to because no one understand why I’m like this.. has anyone else been through this ??? Can someone explain why I’m feeling like this???