Rather be homeless at this point

I have officially hit rock bottom. I got sick with COVID early this year and life has been shut ever since. I lost everything. Now I’m living at home with my family and I’ve been so miserable ever since I got here. I’m constantly being criticized for everything I do. I can’t invite even 1 friend over for a few hours, even though I pay my share of a little over 800 in bills for the house. Plus everyone else can have people over all the time and they don’t pay shit to be here. They broke all my stuff, they go in my room while I’m not around and take my things. Life is just horrible. Now they claim I’m the reason that we started seeing roaches around the house. I’ve never had roaches in my life! It’s roaches around because they don’t clean after themselves ever! I’m just gonna go live out in the streets at this point. I can’t afford a place because I’m only making 1200 a month and you need to make 3 times rent here which I don’t. I’d rather be homeless while looking for a better work than be here now. Life sucks