Would you be upset too??

Ok so my bf sister has 5 kids she asked him could HE watch them .. (I wasn’t around wen she asked but obviously he said yes) I’m currently pregnant n constantly sick ALL DAY.. so if she asked I’ve prolly would’ve say sorry I can’t .. so Thursday comes she drops the kids off while he’s at work .. so basically they FORCED me to watch 5 kids. I have a 7 year old also but this her weekend at her dads .. now I’m stuck watching her kids til Monday .. it’s Saturday he didn’t work at all today.. BUT HE GOT UPSET WIT ME N MANIPULATE me into thinking I was a bad person cuz I told him I’m in pain n it’s cold I don’t want to take someone else kids pumpkin picking n to the festival.. I told him “these are yo niece n nephews that YOU volunteered to watch while yo sister go out of town to party.. YOU NEED TO BE HERE HELPING ME I CANT CONTROL THEM &Frank just told me he hated me because the ppl didn’t take cards only cash…” he reply “jus bring them back n lets break up n I’m taking u to court for my child wen it’s born since u can’t control kids..” i cried because he knows I can’t work right now because I’m sick all day (but I have a pretty good saving n still pays all my bills on time).. n to top it off I used my card to pay for EVERYTHING CUZ MOMMY LEFT NO MONEY FOR THEM …the kids had to jacket or anything…I was stuck wit 5 disrespectful kids from 11am-8pm .. so we got back he’s washing .. I told him I had to get 220 out my saving to pay for everything for the kids .. he calls his sister n she say oh well I don’t have it like that’s y I left them .. (so basically my lost) them he says oh I’m going out wit my friends to a Halloween party jus find something quick for the kids to eat n send them to bed .. I have a headache n I’m in pain n all I can do is hide in my room n cry ..

I’m trying to leave but in a nice way.. I only have like 6k in savings I lend him 5k because he was out of work for 2 months but expecting a lawsuit N PROMISED TO PAY ME EVERY PENNY BACK … I’ve been working since I was 16 n taking care me n my daughter jus fine.. he knows that’s all the money I have left to my name until im able to go back to work .. but im almost 4 months n still sick everyday🤰🏽 so it no telling wen that will be.. im jus trying to tell him I wanna break up in a nice way so he can still pay me what he owes me.. N I can’t really get a place of my own right now because I have no income but I have great credit.. I jus feel so lost because this n other situations are showing me slowly but surely it’s time to leave bcuz for him to know I’m sick (he even drives me to the hospital at least once a week) n still volunteer me to watch kids who disrespectful feels like he don’t really care n ever since I got pregnant (PLANNED) he’s change he starts going out more n forcing me to do stuff.. my friend say she feel like he’s doing this now because he thinks he trapped me by wanting me pregnant .. I love my bf but this whole situation is making me sick to my stomach !!!

That what I feel their doing this also I jus watched her kids in july for 2 whole weeks because she went to get a BBL.. I lend it to him before I was pregnant (wen i was working)n no he never acted like this before the pregnancy… since we found out he was more controlling..ex he tries to force me to eat green vegetables every night for the baby but I can’t stand the smell of even food being cooked.. I told him since I watched them last time I couldn’t handle all them alone n we laughed about it because of how bad they terrorized me .. one sneaked in my room n kisses me 1st morning I explained to him NO U CANNOT DO THAT n told my bf not to say nothing to him… HE KISSED ME AGAIN The next morning n I IMMEDIATELY CALLED MY BF n let him deal wit him.. Another one told me he like his uncle old gf… n wen I told him he got on them right then and there and he told his sister if your kids gone be disrespectful I don’t want them back at my house n she made them apologize…

Thanks ladies he walked in the house DRUNK AT 4:19.. n fell straight asleep I felt my self bout to cry again so ease out the bed n grab some clothes out the draw n my keys n left ..as I was locking the door I heard him coming so I jus ran down the stairs as fast as I could ( I didn’t even care if I fell n lost this baby… SAD but true) by time he got on the porch I was half way down the stairs n he yell (BRING YO STUPID ASS BACK IN HERE WHERE TF U GOING).. I jus kept running.. I cried at the gas station N gas up n go on the road .. n its after 7am &

I’m finally getting to my moms house (2 hours away) .. I’ve block him n his whole family.. I CANT FORCE MYSELF TO EVEN THINKING ITS RIGHT FOR SOMEBODY TO TREAT ME LIKE THIS!!