I really just feel defeated. Almost 6 weeks PP & I’m in a bad space. Financial struggles. My husband is the only one working right now & it’s not enough to cover everything. We’re behind on rent. I knew it was gonna be tough not being paid while on maternity leave so we did save up, but I ended up being hospitalized the entire month of September so we had to use those funds. I feel like we thought we were financially stable, but weren’t prepared enough for me to go unpaid. Feel like a terrible mother.