Trying to stop counting lol😩😂

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I’ll be 37 weeks on Friday (csection scheduled for 39 weeks exactly) and I keep looking at calendars, clocks, my “countdown app” and I can’t help it lol. I’m twiddling my thumbs here! Working until the 22nd and I’m getting sooooo anssyyyyyy lol. Someone help me 😩 I’ve cleaned every corner of my house, packed every bag and triple checked them 4 times 😭😂….played a million crossword puzzles and apps I need some help lol