Gender disappointment 😪

I regret doing the sneak peek test. I knew I could end up getting a result I didn’t want. I knew gender disappointment would set in and I thought I was doing it so that if that did happen, I would grieve earlier and be able to enjoy the rest of my pregnancy more but I honestly wish I didn’t do it so I could have held on to whatever little hope I had for longer. I can’t help but be so sad about it even tho I love this bub so much! My invision was stripped from me and it’s a hard pill to swallow knowing it’s my last. I had gender disappointment last time but it was no where near this bad. Hoping it gets better soon!

My advice, If you feel you’ll have gender disappointment, I would not take this test and hold onto that invision just a little longer❤️

Backstory, I have 2 boys and wanted this little peanut to be a girl so badly. Came back boy! (Snap version). There is a chance it’s contaminated but very slim with this new version.