You stole my light…

Dear husband. I’ll never admit this to you but you broke me. You ruined me. Made me feel worthless, unappreciated and unvalued. I used to be so strong, fierce, independent, unstoppable. I used to feel so beautiful and empowered. Slowly you took these things from me until I was nothing. I am nothing. I simply exist to clean, cook and take care of you and the kids. I have no drive, no will to even care for myself. I have no friends, no hobbies, barely leave my house. I don’t even go grocery shopping anymore, I just have it ordered to the door. I wish I would have left you before we got married, before we got pregnant. I feel so trapped, I am trapped. It feels impossible to leave now, after having kids. You stole everything from me.. but you’ll never know how broken I am because I’ll never be able to truly tell you.