I am so miserable and I hate saying this. I hate being pregnant. It starts out your sick, then that goes away for a couple weeks now I’m just in pain. Pure agony. I’m not going to sugar coat it like everyone else does on the internet. This is not fun for me. I love my baby girl already, so much. But this is taken a huge toll on me, mentally and physically and NO ONE tells you about it. They tell you it’s wonderful and so easy. They are lying.

AND I still have 10 weeks left to go. I don’t know if I can do it for that much longer.