Rant/Recent Break Up

I broke up with my boyfriend yesterday, I’m really really sad, I don’t know what to do. I have no friends, I’m back to being alone again… he wasn’t treating me the way I deserved to be treated/the way I wanted to be treated even though I’d communicated with him whatever issues I’d had.. I just wasn’t 100% happy…I was giving more than what I was getting, it hurt me because I know I’d do anything/everything to make him happy.. I could tell that it wasn’t the same for him though.. he said he would change but nothing has changed which is why I called it off..as much as I love him and want to get back together… I just can’t… I know my self worth, I deserve reciprocated energy…

I don’t know, I guess I’m just really sad and are venting :( My heart hurts… I still look for a message even though he’s blocked :(