Miscarriage

At 6 weeks and 1 day I started bleeding. The next day I decided to make an apt with a dr. They did vaginal ultrasound and didn’t see anything at all. They still want me to do 2 blood tests to check levels. I have had 4 perfect pregnancies with 4 perfect children. This is my first time experiencing this at least that I knew of until looking back a year ago I was 2 weeks to the day late when I started bleeding. I never took a test and when I started bleeding I figured it was just my period… it was my second period since giving birth a in 2019. That was the worst period I have ever experienced and now I am wondering if it’s exactly what I am going through now. I am feeling like my body is failing me!! How do you go from having perfect pregnancies to losing 2 so early! I didn’t think I wanted more but now with this loss I am so devastated and I want another so badly now! While I was scared when I found out with this last one I had already grown attached search the wives tales for gender and couldn’t wait for my youngest to be a big brother again! How do you get over this type of loss… one that most won’t even truly consider a loss because you really only knew you were pregnant for 2 weeks… my husband has been so supportive but I still feel so alone and like a failure.