I’m pregnant.

I have no one to tell beside my husband. I’m so afraid we’ll lose this baby too. I so badly want to give my son a sibling but also to find joy in a baby again. Even just typing the words “I’m pregnant” feels wrong. I’m excited but I feel guilty. I don’t want to feel this way. I’m not posting this to make others sad because I’m pregnant but because no one else I know has ever had a miscarriage (that they’ve said). I’m sorry I just needed to get this out