Why am I always broke!!

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Okay I work 12 hrs a week literally 3-4 days straight making about $800 a couple times $900. And at first I use to have soooo many bills!! Rent, car, phone, car break down, school fees, groceries, dog utilities, laptop, subscription, vacation, extra curricular 🌳🍻 Now I finally living with my fiancé and I don’t have as many bills but I live 1hr and 20 mins from my job. So I didn’t go to work as much. I brought in like 500 bc I didn’t want my car to break down. It’s a 2002. I literally just got it fixed so it shouldn’t but it’s old. But this time I don’t have to pay rent and utilities. Just groceries, gas, school fees, dog utilities, laptop (and it’s cheap) and literally that’s it!! I stop smoking, I don’t drink as much, don’t eat out, stop my subscriptions, but for some reason I am still holding on to 0-200 a week before payday!!! It is frustrating bc Iiterally do not know what to do!! Anything extra I but is a necessity bc I am at work and I need to have this or in my cna class and they want me to buy this, Christmas is coming so we have to get gifts but I am so tired of working 4 days in a row 12 hr shifts!!! It’s the most money I’ve made ever!! I use to work in grocery stores but now I work at a hospital and I still see no change other than my spending habits. They say get a side job but like literally like how when 12 hrs a day I’m giving my services to help heal the world and by the time I get home I’m spiritually and emotionally and physically exhausted!! I can’t even play with my fur babies nor binge watch tv. During the cna classes it was so hard to keep up bc I’m super tired and thinking about driving 80mins back home safely without falling asleep! I pick up extra hours.. it gets taxed and I’m looking crazy and still left with this money void. Trying to change my mindset on money but it feels like the more money I make the more bills or unexpected shit happens 🙄 can anyone help me with this issue bc I’m tired of living paycheck to paycheck. Seeing only $4 in my account and need gas to go to work. My pride eat away at me bc I have to ask my fiancé. Not that he thinks it’s a problem bc that literally all I ask for and most times he don’t know I have no money 😓 I’m 24 turning 25 in 3 months and I just wanna have my money situation right by the time I hit 30. I Don’t know what else to do other than not buy groceries and stop paying bills on time in order to see my money grow like I’m fr not even being funny or sarcastic. I NEED ADVICE (side note: I’ve invested in a CD and I have about $400 savings but I can’t pull it out until a year is up and it hit 500. I’m trying to build my credit, and the app helps build credit. I pay(save)like $50 a month)