Just need to Vent—-TTC Frustrations

Y’all!!! This tracking stuff is so frustrating. Not to mention the fun and spontaneity of it all is just right out the window for me. My husband and I have had two losses. It was recommended that I start progesterone suppositories 3 days after I ovulate. So trying to be precise I am using CM and LH testing. Well they say you should drink plenty of water because that helps to increase CM but then I just read that you shouldn’t drink too much water right before you test because it can dilute your urine!!! Like WTF I’m sitting here in CD10 like why the heck is my premom reading my level at 0. Geesh I hope I didn’t miss my surge. At least I know I’m hydrated. Man I tell ya. I want to laugh, cry and curse at the same time. Anyway just needed to vent because I don’t like to share this with the hubs. They are such sensitive creatures 🥺 Love & Baby Dusts to all you Wonderful Women 🙏🏾