Venting

I’m 33 weeks pregnant and measuring a little ahead. This is my 3rd baby and I’m 35 years old this week. I AM MISERABLE. My youngest was born 8 years ago so a lot of things with pregnancy I have forgotten. I love love love love this baby but I am struggling so hard. I’m huge, and I can hardly walk. My pelvis feels like it’s going to break In half most days and the acid reflux is so so so much worse this go around. My husband is a saint and has really stepped up for me but it’s just small tasks like walking to the bathroom that just takes it out of me. I have a scheduled section Jan 11th if I don’t go into labor before that but today I’m having one of those days where I just don’t know how I’m going to make it lol. I still have so much to do before baby boy gets here and I feel guilty because those tasks should be exciting but the way my body feels it’s daunting rather than joyful. I feel like it’s starting to take a toll on me mentally. I feel like such a jerk complaining because I prayed and prayed for this baby. I just can’t.