Having all the feels

So my two older boys 5 and 3 go to different private schools...only bc one doesn't do class for 3 year olds...anyways private school meals tuition which is coming up in January. With that and med bills from the baby and all the ultrasounds each week don't his heart my husband is only taking one week off of fmla...today I couldn't leave my baby home with him while I dropped off a water bottle my oldest forgot...but come Monday I'm gonna have to leave him home to drop off and pick up the kids from school and i can't stand that thought. My baby is 5 days old and so focused on him....haven't done the dishes or laundry or picked the house up but I know come Monday all that changes as well and I want to cry. I just want to hug and hold him and never let go...im just having all the feels and wanted to know if anyone else is too..