Mom of three just loosing my nind

So I'm going to just talk I'm not good at this.. I was worried I might have the baby blues...I mean I have two older kids age 4 and 6 and a 5lb newborn girl. So I questioned it just being stress... I'm still unsure because I have been crying but I don't think it's for no reason like they say happens with the baby blues...,.. let me list why I thought it was stress instead..

I got married on devil's night this year so I'm a newlywed. (I love my husband so much he tries so hard)

I had my daughter November 14th @4:46am (I love my daughter with all my heart she is beautiful and looks just like her daddy)

I never got unemployment like most because someone in Detroit used my soc number on their claim and I can't get threw to the fraud department

I'm on maternity leave for another two weeks and have no income my husband watches the kids and upkeeps the house and pets

I didn't get my taxes till August

My house payment was due in April

I offered to make payments on my behind payment and my landlord wants it as one lump some and by time I got my taxes in August not only did I not have enough to pay my house payment (that is 5000) but I got a notice to quit from my landlord giving me till the 12th to pay my payment or me and my family are being evicted.

I feel like a horrible mom right now

I spent my taxes on the gas and electric bills and to buy my kids and dogs food.

I'm now 9 days from being evicted... Keep crying every time I'm alone because my husband tries so hard he's been working to o make some extra cash till I go back to work. So we can get by and try to save anything we can... I cry because this is the first home my kids have had consistently for the first time in their life, if I could make this payment I'd own my house so my kids would always have a place to lay their head.. I cry because winter is here and I worry about a roof over my family's heads and them being warm.. I cry because I feel like I've failed especially when I try asking for help and jump threw the hoops for help but it takes so long for everything to be processed what if it's not done in time or I'm denied like I was threw dHS and 211..

So like I said I'm Not sure if it's stress or baby blues but I'm loosing my mind over here in the world of mom/wife. Just wish someone could help...