I feel so alone

Shelby

So I’m 19 and I just got diagnosed with HSV 1&2 Thursday and I feel nasty and alone by bf who had to be tested too was negative and I thought for sure he was gone leave me but he didn’t he stayed with me surprisingly we haven’t had any sex since he went to the dr and got blood work done but I’ve only had 1 break out and it didn’t hurt or anything just annoying little bumps but I’ve lost so many friends now bc they r scared it’s gonna jump off my body onto them he’s all I have left rn and I feel so alone and nasty I’ve been crying myself to sleep at night bc of how I feel my confidence is completely gone and my world is shattered idk what do to anymore