Mixed feelings 🥲

I am 25wks pregnant and this is my second pregnancy. I have a 5 year-old boy. People don’t seem to care as much as they did with my first one and I kinda feel sad. With my first, everyone checked to see how I and baby doing and cared more. (Even though I had to throw my own baby shower because no one offered one)

Also, one of my friends and my sister is going through infertility so I feel guilty being pregnant. I feel like I shouldn’t celebrate this pregnancy in front of them and I shouldn’t post anything on my social media. I just feel guilty celebrating this pregnancy and I feel bad for my baby.

Maybe my anxiety and depression is worse today. I don’t know how to feel about it. 😢