I NEED TO VENT.

i don’t need reactions but i need to vent. today I found out that i am still being cheated on the girls my boyfriend/baby father always cheat on me with. he told me they were blocked. {by Bre Yana and Briana Leal} im so disgusted and confused because I’ve done nothing wrong except on what ive admitted and the last time i bullshitted. it’s surprising because every time i think we’re doing good it’s never good. it’s just fake love but how do i let go of someone ive given my all too and more. ive become so accustomed and i don’t wanna call myself a pussy but how can i get over someone who i got so used to and given me everything but does me so wrong. i feel like there’s no hope but i don’t wanna give up. i don’t know why it can’t just be me what’s not good about me? how do i affect him so much to want other woman?