Met this guy over a year ago we talked off and on. I don’t like the way he try’s to treat me, not as a priority. We had sex in may and it was terrible. His head was trash and he didn’t listen. And he his strokes were off one speed and only trying to go deep. I wasn’t wet the whole time literally waiting for it to be over. I tried it for a second time and it wasn’t any better. The first time was unprotected so I stay in contact with him for like a month after until I got my test results. In that time he would hmu at to see him but I would decline. In that time I found out that he has a new born. And I girl that he’s been with for like for years unofficially. The baby isn’t with her.

After I got my negative test results I stop responding to him completely. We had like a disagreement and he got on ig to shoot slugs. He had tried to reach out to subtlety via social media and texting me. I only watch his page from my fake account. Hers sometimes too. He has blocked it, I think he thinks it’s his bm.

But last week I saw him at the club when I saw him I didn’t feel anything. I was very nonchalant and spoke to him. He literally stared at me like he saw a ghost. And asked me if I was going to say anything else but hey. I was confused on what else I was suppose to say. When I got in the club because he paid to skip the line. Me and my friends went to the bathroom. When we got out he tried to grab my hand but I didn’t go to him. He stepped in front of me and started yelling asking why I ghosted him and why I don’t post on social media. I told him that he tried to play with me and expects me to chase him. He of coursed denied it. What like I’ll choose you over all the hoes. Blah blah… but I could tell that he wanted me to go back in forth with him but it’s just not my vibe. I don’t really care about the situation now because I feel that’s how he treats everyone because he was money. I was basically laughing in his face not taking the convo serious. He ended up buying me and my friends drinks, and I guess he thought that would put us on good terms. And expected me to leave the club with him. When I said now he screamed in my ear “so that’s how we gone be” all i did was nod my head yea and walked o ff. When me and my friends got back to our section I was singing songs and felt someone staring at me and guess who it was! Lmao all I could do was bust out laughing. He didn’t budge, straight stare.

And to top it off he sent me heart eye emojis on snap and ig latter that night. Like he hadn’t just caused a scene in the club.

I know that I don’t want to be with him, the sex isn’t worth the drama. but it kind of sucks seeing him spend his money on other ppl. I know that if I could be dumb I would be getting gifts and money from him too but I can’t put my pride to the side. And Im not sure if I’m jealous of this lil “relationship” or if I’m just bored and lonely. I don’t know if this is a soul tie because we had sex unprotected or what. I’ve called my energy back a few times and just the others day he was in my dream. He is the second person I’ve been with sexually. My first was really good at sex and that’s a different story for a different day but this was a total fail.

What do y’all think?