Birth Control

I’m 5 months postpartum and I just recently started taking birth control pills, since then I’ve noticed a shift in my moods.. like anxiety, crying for no reason, obsessive thinking, not thinking I’m good enough for my family, hating my life and not feeling like I’m a good mother and etc…. Like wth?!!! I just got done balling my eyes out for NO REASON AT ALL while my daughter and bf lay beside me sleep… I truly think it’s the birth control that has my emotions out of wack because prior to taking them I was fine.. I don’t want to get pregnant but I don’t want to be on birth control any longer.. I can’t live like this… I feel depressed!! Has anyone ever gone through this???? Is so, what did you do?