It may be silly

But can yall pray, send healing energy, whatever, so that I can heal enough from my autoimmune that I can get off chemo and TTC in 2022? After 3 miscarriages my body is having issues from the physical stress (but for some reason pregnancy doesn't cause issues, its the loss of pregnancy that can).

Ive been on low dose chemo for a year for my lupus, and can TTC once I'm doing well enough to get off of it and have a 3 month waiting period before TTC. My doc has cleared me for pregnancy once I get this under control, my condition had nothing to do with my miscarriages. We want a baby so bad.