Definitely feeling a bit down today.

I'm 4 days late for af (but had a chemical at the beginning of Dec and I'm pretty sure I ovulated late this month (around Christmas/boxing day so will push my period back a bit)).

I've been feeling quite nauseous since Monday (strong nausea started from 10dpo with my chemical pregnancy if thats even possible?!), tired and very subtle cramps since Wednesday.

I've done tests and they all say negative.

I feel pregnant as mad as that sounds, I was so sure of it all this week but the negative tests tell me otherwise so im just feeling a little down.

I think I'm just hoping every little thing is another symptom.

Surely by now an early test should be showing me something if I really was pregnant.

I'm holding onto false hope but I think in my heart I know I'm not this month 🙁