I was pregnant with an unplanned pregnancy and my boyfriend was not ready for a baby but he always knew I was against abortion since we have spoken about it before it just was never fully off the table.. Getting pregnant was a huge accident because I have been trying to focus on school I am currently in nursing school.. so it was a huge decision for us to both think about at first. We both agreed that we were going to keep the baby.& Immediately we were so happy and excited and were planning for the future.. sadly I miscarried on December 4th & on the day that I was in the hospital bleeding our baby out my boyfriend told me that We can try as soon as I’m mentally and physically ready for another baby.. so Of course the miscarriage was a HUGE heartbreak for me & mentally drained me & put me in a bad space mentally.. so two days ago I told him that I wanted for us to start trying again in August that way it gives us time to save money and plan so when baby gets here we are both financially set and stable & I asked him how does he feel about that & He tells me that he feels like We should both wait until we buy a house , we are currently in a two bedroom apartment with just Him and I .. so I told him “If you’re not ready to do this you can tell me I respect your feelings. A baby is not something I want to bring into the picture alone .. I want you to be a hundred percent ready for this as well.. because you’re saying you want to wait until we get a house but everytime we speak about a house we always say we’re not going to do that until a few years down the line and thats fine but you do not need to lie to me” and he tells me okay yeah I dont want to put a timeline on it just let it happen when it does. So I got upset because I was excited to be pregnant again & Have another baby that I wasn’t going to have.. i feel like I was extremely vulnerable in that moment when he told me that and it was completely wrong.. I did not even bring up to try again, he did .& now for him to go and switch everything up again was just so wrong .. am I wrong for feeling like this ? How can I explain to him how I feel ? 🤧😢💔