So tired of sickness

It seems like everyone around me is sick. We’ve been sick on and off the whole month of December it seems. We were supposed to go celebrate our last Christmas this weekend, it’s already late to be celebrating to begin with.. anyway I prepped so much food, wrapped gifts, packed our bags for a 2 hour drive and boom my husband wakes up not feeling good so of course we cancelled. I’m just feeling defeated. I did all that work 34 weeks pregnant and for what? Now we have to find a time to plan this Christmas again but I’m having my baby Feb 4th and two weekends are already full with baby showers. I think it’ll be spring before we do this Christmas. 😩

Dumb reason to be upset but that’s just how I feel. My parents are sick, my husband is sick, a lot of people at his work are sick, my toddler has been sick, my nieces and nephews are sick, some with covid some with other things like strep or ear infections. It really just seems never ending. I never thought when we had our first baby height of covid in 2020 that I would be doing this all over again 2 years later.