I honestly don’t know what kind of relationship I am in anymore. Everything is always a god damn issue. Something bad happens to my partner, like it does to all of us. He lets it affect his whole mood. I understand shitty things keep happening. I’m helping you. I also offer suggestions, but he doesn’t consider them. He wants to stay in this mood. Then im playing my game on my computer to make me feel better and he just huffs and puff. Mind you we didn’t get breakfast or lunch this morning because HE said he wasn’t getting what we agreed on. Now he is upset he hasn’t had food all day. I’m like bro that was ur decision. 🤦🏻‍♀️ like come on. I decided not to get any food (for which i haven’t complained) because of you. Now that i don’t want to step out. He makes it seem like im the reason. Mind you I keep having shitty things happen to me. I won’t let it affect me where I’m negative to everyone. Or have this pessimistic vibe all day. Maybe a couple hours. Buts thats allof us!! Honestly you got yourself into debt and take yourself out of it. I have already given you 3k to help yourself. You’re stuck in the situation. Wtf. I’m fucking tired. And now im jobless too. Im still paying rent and paying bills with money i managed to save. I paid your side of the rent this month. 🤡 at this point my ass a clown.