I gotta baby bump going on 😭

On my 3rd pregnancy and I’m the heaviest I’ve ever been in my life. My husband has been saying my belly is getting bigger and he wants to touch it but I’ve been insecure and I’ll just tell him I’m just gaining weight or I’m the F word and change the subject. Well I weighed myself just now and it’s night time and I actually lost 2 pounds. But I mean I had a full day of eating so it might be a little more. I’m not trying to lose weight I’m just trying to watch what I eat this pregnancy and I drink a lot of water a day and cut out soda. So whatever bump he’s seeing at 11W 6D is a baby bump and I’m not just freaking gaining a lot of weight. 🥲 so I guess now I can actually smile in the mirror at how I’m looking.