Am I obsessed ?

Hi to anyone reading this I’m a young woman I lost my virginity hella late. I kinda always was infatuated with sex I would masturbate and figure out a lot of things about sex before I even had it with a person. I had my own dildo at 17 my senior year of high school and I’m now 20. Now that I’ve had sex I kinda can’t go too long without it. Maybe I crave it because I’ve had a few bad experiences with sex and try to redeem myself with other times. But I can honestly say I like it. Is it ok to feel this way do I have a problem? Sometimes I message old partners about us having sex and I even actively have looked for a friend with benefits. Is this a natural response because I had it and now love it or is it a addiction? I know the first time I had sex the guy never satisfied me the second was basically a one night stand but had to be the awakening of what actual good sex (to me) felt like. And should I feel bad for hitting up someone I did it with before again?