A few months ago I left my ex fiancé which is also my daughters father. I haven’t really gotten to recover from the relationship I still think about traumatic events almost everyday. I feel soo lonely I want to be comforted so bad wish I had a shoulder to lean on. But I want it from a man. I talk to my friend which is a girl about what’s going on all the time but all we can do for each other is vent I want someone to hug me close and stuff. Honestly I still had sex after leaving my ex a few times but I don’t want to anymore. He would never turn me down but I’ve been turning him down I don’t want to stay attached from him it’s like blurring the reality of who he really is if I still sleep with him. I have been talking to this other guy we had sex but he broke my heart as well he played me he’s in a whole relationship already. I’ve just been so distant from a lot of ppl even though I want to feel close. It’s like complicated. I wanna be hugged loved and, fucked.