sad for weird reasons and unsure why

hi, so lately i’ve been feeling really down and indecisive. it’s frustrating. there’s a few reasons why i’m sad and i want to post on here because i would really like some advice and ideas on how to feel better and why i may feel like this.

i don’t feel comfortable in anything i wear. i would say my style is goth, edgy, soft girl, and casual. i alternate these styles just because i like them and i normally feel good. but lately i haven’t been. i don’t think it’s so much my body that makes me feel like this, i just feel foreign in them. like it doesn’t feel like me (even though it’s always been me and i’ve always dressed like this). i’m not sure what to do about this. i just don’t feel pretty in general. and i just get sad for no reason. like during the week when school is going on, ill be either calm and quiet in he morning or happy. but when it gets later in the day, like the mid afternoon to night time, i just get sad. i had a death happen 8 months ago but i’m through the worst part of grieving already so i do t think it’s that. but i could be wrong. i miss my boyfriend a lot and i just want to see him all the time. i want to be alone but at the same time i want company. i have classroom anxiety and it happened in mid october and it hasn’t gone away even when i had thanksgiving and christmas break. i miss my father. i just haven’t felt like myself in a few weeks and i’m out of ideas on why i’m sad

does anyone have any advice on how to make yourself feel pretty or better about yourself when you’re feeling like this? anyone have any idea what’s going on with me? i don’t expect perfect answers, i just need something. i’m already over my limit of anti anxiety meds for the day. what do i do?