My husband and I have been TTC for almost 6 years. We started fertility treatments about 4 years ago and it’s been a stressful, emotional, frustrating roller coaster ride. Every month, something seems to go wrong but this week is the farthest I have been able to get in the process when all the stars are finally aligning to get my first <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IUI</a> treatment done. No cysts, successful ovulation, clean eating… etc tomorrow is the day I have been working so hard towards for all these years! But I notice my husband was acting a little stressed out and distant tonight so I ask him what’s up and he opens up to me and tells me that he doesn’t want to go through with the <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IUI</a> tomorrow. WHAT?

He says he’s scared to have a baby, which I understand. But why now ? after all these years of being “excited” to have a baby with me. After all these years of TTC and appointments after appointments and I just stabbed myself in the stomach with this trigger shot and now you want to tell me you’re not ready? I’m almost 31 years old and am I being cruel for feeling like he has been wasting my time? After several years of trying and you’re not ready now, who’s to say you’ll ever be ready? I feel betrayed and I am so hurt, am I overreacting?