This is a very TMI post.

I genuinely HATE my breasts (38D) and vagina. Not in a way that I don't want them, just that I think MINE are disgusting.

It's gotten to the point where I will genuinely feel nauseated looking at any of me. This isn't a weight thing, I am 5'7" 155lbs. And I go to the gym at LEAST three times a week.

My breasts hang low, almost reaching the bottom of my ribcage.

My vagina is revolting. The minora lips hang out low and looks meaty.

Ive tried to ignore my vagina, as there's really nothing I can do about it, but I've tried to help my breasts. I lift weights in an attempt to strengthen my chest muscles so my breasts look perkier. I've also severely decreased wearing a bra because of the few things I've read about how that affects the hang of breasts.

This honestly made things worse mentally because of the fact that now I can SEE how low my breasts hang under a shirt.

I can't wear shirts that fit my waist, because it doesn't fit my chest, and seeing that makes me break down. For years I've been reduced to hiding behind HUGE shirts or loose flowy dresses.

I want a reduction, but obviously can't afford it.

I need help. Please. Tips, advice, ANYTHING.