I know I needed some strength from my fears today, so I will share this with all you ladies. I needed my faith more than anything today. I let the fear of the unknown creep in. Today my emotions and anxiety have never been so high. I needed to remember that God has this and he is protecting my babies. Even if we have to have them next week because one of my sons hasn’t grown in several weeks, I am just the vessel for them to enter this earth. He has a plan, and he knows what they can handle.

I pray for protection over my babies. I pray for a strong delivering team and for my MFM to give us the guidance and clarity we need for this situation. I pray for the NICU team that at some point will be involved with my sons. I pray for the unknown doctor that will deliver my boys, to have the steady hands and brilliant mind to take care of us in this crazy time. I pray if this week, at 31 weeks, they decide to take them, that they have the utmost strength like their father, and the perseverance and drive to survive and fight for another day. Thank you for this blessing that you have given us. In Jesus holy name, Amen.