BFF is pregnant but hasn't told me

I found out through a coworker that my best friend (and coworker also) got a + HPT yesterday. I know she's told a couple ppl at work and the families but why not me? I know we were TTC together but I always had the feeling that she would get pregnant before me. I already threw myself a pity party yesterday so I'm over feeling sorry for myself. I  just wish she would hurry up and tell me so I can share her good news. Every day that goes by makes feel like I'm less important in her life.