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So last year October I was 13 weeks pregnant I went to the doctor for checkup and I was told baby has no heartbeat I almost lost my mind literally the hurt was too much, so we waited a bit and tried again in January and last week I found out I’m pregnant again I’m 3 weeks so I went to my gynaecologist he did a vaginal scan which he saw a lil dot and assumed it’s a yolk sac so we did a blood test which came positive at 36hcg my urine test has a faint line and one strong red line so he gave me some pills to help boost my hcg 10 pills to take 1 a day so today I wiped pinkish blood and went to my GP doctor after he said I’m miscarrying but there’s no more blood now and the pinkish thing is gone he had given me antibiotics to flush off but I haven’t taken them because I’m scared what if it’s just implantation bleeding that I had because I was cramping but now the cramps are gone too so I’m reluctant to take this antibiotic I’m continuing with what the gynaecologist gave me. Is it really a miscarriage? I’m so confused I feel like my GP will make me dissolve my baby if it’s still growing and I tried to contact my gynaecologist he’s not available today. Should I wait? Has anyone ever had implantation bleeding at this stage and had a surviving pregnancy? Please help I will show you pictures of the pills the gynaecologist gave utrogestan and gp gave me amoxil and I will show you the blood that I wiped which is gone now.