I know I’m stupid .

I work all weekend and my boyfriend works all week yet I still have to get up with our 1 year old everyday . While bring him to work , take care of myself because I’m also 5 months pregnant , take care of our toddler during the day , house duties . I do it all , yet it’s a problem when I ask if he can change her or feed her or do something for me . It’s always straight to the video game when he gets off work or he sleeps . The only time I ever get attention or help is when he wants to have sex or get head . Makes me feel real good (insert sarcasm) . His birthday was yesterday and he didn’t work but , he also felt like I still had to do everything after working a 9 hour shift with no breaks . Like I get it’s his day off from work , but there are no days off in parenting and I feel he’ll never understand me . I’m younger than he his and I feel like the more older mature one basically . He just left to walk to the liquor store . I’m here with my crying 1 year old because daddy left . I work a 10 hour shift today starting at 1:30 . I’ll never receive the help or respect that I deserve . Real terrified of our future with two kids under 2 ..