I’m 25 and possibly getting dentures…

I was born to addicts and was born addicted to drugs. I was in the system until I was 6 and then a family member took me in until my father got out of prison when I was 13. I struggled depression, ED, anxiety, and ADHD all my life and when I was 18 I had my first baby and sadly dealt with addiction and alcohol abuse afterwards. I got sober in 2019 from drugs but I still continue to struggle with alcohol. On the outside we look like a normal, well-off family who has everything and I look like a good mom who can handle life and a drink here or there, but in reality I’m dependent on alcohol and can’t go a day without it. I spoke to my doctor about it and he said my liver can only handle so much and said to quit and look into rehab and AA so I’m trying my best. In the meantime, I realized my teeth weren’t the best. They’re crooked, but beyond that i have cavities and what looks like craters on the top of my teeth. I didn’t notice that they got super bad until October when I got off Adipex so I could TTC. I brush my teeth at least once a day, but I always try for 2 or 3 times. I have pain in my teeth and I need to see a dentist, but I’m so terrified they’ll judge me and honestly I’m humiliated. Just the thought of it makes me cry. My husband said he doesn’t think my teeth are that bad, they’re a little yellow sometimes but for the most part they are white and not brown. He said he’s seen worse for sure but I know I’m on the verge of Periodontitis, if not there already. I’m only 25 and Im ready to stop drinking and live healthier for myself and my family. I have this hope I can go back to college and really be better than what I have been, I can prove everyone wrong. But I’m terrified to even make the appointment. My friend is a dental hygienist and she said she is sure the dentist will probably want to either take out some teeth if not all, and she said she sees people young and old all the time and it’s nothing to be embarrassed about. But this is my friend, she’s nice because she’s my friend, strangers don’t have to be nice and probably won’t understand. And what if I want to date in the future, how do I explain HEY MY TEETH ARENT REAL? I’m so terrified.

Thank you guys! I guess I’m just super insecure about it, I also said that about dating because I’m a realist and know that the statistics are high for divorce. Granted my marriage is awesome, but you never know what could happen 5-10 years down the road and I also think about EVERYTHING 😅 I guess I’m just worried about what people might think about me having them or that I won’t be as attractive having them