Narcolepsy

For this past year now ive been dealing with excessive daytime sleepiness, sleep paralysis, and insomnia and trouble staying asleep. Lately its been getting a lot worse where Im up one minute at school and then im asleep during a lecture. It honestly feels like I have no control over myself, and thats hard to deal with. Ive been so tired lately that I feel like I wanna cry, because I cant get any rest and I feel so weak. I know there isnt much information on narcolepsy, as it is rare, but if anyone has any information that would be great! Yesterday I unexpectedly fell asleep and felt nothing but ashamed, so its been hard to deal with. I havent gotten truly diagnosed yet, but I plan on discussing it with my doctor when I go next month.