I’m 15 I work in a coffee shop we were open late and it was only me and my boss in house, she went out for a smoke and left me alone (which I’m completely fine with) the place beside us is a bar, this guy came in and started hitting on me, I started to get pretty uncomfortable he thought I was 17 I told him no 15 (trying to make it click and I’m WAYYY to tongue for him to be doing this) and he continued. He came back behind the counter and I was telling him he can’t be behind the counter and needs to step back but I’m 5’1 and he was drunk off of his ass and didn’t listen. He kept getting closer until he lifted me up and slammed me against the wall. I was screaming and crying and trying to get him off of me but he wouldn’t stop. Another guy came in and saw everything happening, he ripped the guy off of me and threw him out the door. I just fell to the ground half naked, shaking and crying and the guy who saved me came up to me but stayed close and asked me a million times if it was ok that he came near me and made it very clear that he just wanted to make sure I was ok seeing that I had just been through a very traumatic experience and then my boss came in and freaked out thought it was the second who hurt me and started screaming at him I explained everything and she just thanked him over and over I was still half naked on the floor shaking and crying covered in bruises that had formed from how rough the guy was being with me. My boss and the second guy helped me up and got me dressed but I couldn’t stop bawling and shaking. The guy left and my boss drove me home.

I’m just terrified and I feel so disgusting and sick and I can’t even look at myself in the mirror. I threw out the clothes I was wearing that night, when I go to sleep I dream about it, all I see is his face, it’s just horrible. I know it’s not my fault but I can’t help but think I could have done something else to stop him.

I just need some support and to be told it’s all going to be ok, because it really feels like it won’t be.