Grieving my 👼🏻👼🏻 🥺

Today is hitting me like a ton of bricks. Today is a day of love but I feel like a part of my heart is gone. Today marks 7 months from my first miscarriage my sweet poppy seed. This week would of been my 8week ultrasound for my sweet teeny tiny.

I keep seeing pregnancy announcements and it’s killing me. Pre MC me would of been so happy, over the moon and excited. MC me is angry, pissed and hurt.

Im over pregnant woman announcing it, posting ultrasound pictures or gender reveals. It sounds so bad!!! They are entitled to celebrate the joy of a baby and don’t know about others hurt/ struggles.

I honestly needed to vent it’s been making me cry and I feel like a terrible person. All I wanted was to be holding my new born or seeing it’s sibling heartbeat. Instead I’m broken grieving and just numbed.

If anyone can relate feel free to vent here!

TIA❤️