An emotional valentine

My husband made me dinner and we picked a movie to watch. After the movie he played a song list on Spotify he had been working on for months (so he says lol) he plays all the normal love songs and when it gets to Dan and Shay “from the ground up” and there’s a chorus that says “ten little toes” and it hits me that I had a miscarriage and we don’t have a beautiful baby to love on. I start bawling and I feel like I ruined his valentines. He assured me it’s okay and he wasn’t thinking and he keeps apologizing but I feel like the failure. Does it ever get easier? I’m praying all of us ladies who had never had the chance to be moms get that chance soon. I’m so broken