Small rant I need to let out 😮‍💨

I’ll be 37 weeks tomorrow I had my 36 week checkup on 2 days ago (Thursday) dr said I’m already 2cm dilated and baby boy is very low . This is my second pregnancy my first I was induced . I’ve been getting Braxton hicks more often sometimes they even feel like period cramps not painful but definitely dull cramps . I live abt 30min away from the hospital I’m supposed to deliver at and depending on traffic and time of day abt 45-50min away 🙃 I’m low key starting to panic about going into labor and no one being here . My bf works from 6-3pm but depending on what he’s doing for the day he’s about 30min from his main work office and another 25 from where we live . No one is able to watch my 2 yr old while in the hospital so we have to hire a sitter during the day and my bf will be coming home at night (my mil was supposed to take off to stay w my daughter but up until 2 weeks ago she said she can’t watch her so we need to “figure it out”) I’m just so annoyed and upset w the whole situation . We aren’t even sure my bf will be able to be there w me when I’m in labor / giving birth cause he’ll need to stay with our daughter I’ll be alone all night at the hospital with our son cause the hospital only allows the person checking in with me to visit . I’m so frustrated we had everything planned out a month before and now everything’s up in the air because my mil gets in moods and decides she wants to be an A hole . Mil said she can’t watch our daughter but can come to our apartment to clean and get everything ready for us ?? Sorry for the rant just really needed to get it off my chest and let it out . Any ladies have any tips ?