Finding a job

I work at a job that I feel unsafe and uncomfortable in. Im so stuck and can’t find a new job. I absolutely hate it, it consumes my off days, I literally have panic attacks and heart palpitations thinking about it.

A few months ago, I got offered a much better position somewhere else but my dumbass wanted to remain loyal to my current job since I was still so new there and turned them down.

That place was my only escape and I just reached out to them asking if they were still hiring and they said no. That was my only way out. I am so devastated and feel so lost and stuck. I really have nowhere to turn now but to stick with this horrid place.