I don’t even know.

I just don’t understand. I’m losing faith honestly. Have been trying for a year, took a test yesterday morning & it looked positive. Took one today & negative. Also my SIL was pregnant with her 4th baby & gave birth today. It was heartbreaking when she told us she was pregnant a few months ago. I’m just so sad today. Not trying to be selfish but my heart hurts. I don’t know what to do.

Yesterday’s -

Today’s -