Here I am again...fuck

Update: I hear you and can't thank y'all enough for your encouragement, and advice. I've started my action plan and don't have any intention on sticking around long enough for this to happen again. A reminder to any and everyone. Never make the same mistake as me, I have no job, I have no money, no bank account, we're not legally married, the house isn't in my name, the car isn't in my name. I have nothing, no family, no friends to lean on. However I will do what needs to be done for my babies. I almost deleted this post out of fear of trolls being mean but I'll leave it as a reminder that if he can hit me once he'll hit me again.

He hit me...the father of my children the "love" of my life just hit me in my face...slapped me across my face while I was driving with my kids in the car...my boys saw their dad hit their mom in her face. Fuck fuck fuck...I thought I was finally safe with someone safe. I know what everyone is going to say, we've all seen these posts before divorce him, get out now, I get it I know but it's not that easy.