Heartfelt heart break & pregnancy

destiny

I’m 3 years dating my boyfriend. We’ve been trying to conceive for months. I had lost 3 of our babies due to miscarriages. I just found out today he had gotten another woman pregnant and she’s 11 weeks pregnant. I’m devastated. The man I love cheated on me and accidentally got a woman pregnant and he isn’t even stepping up for the child or woman. Im at a loss of words tbh. Im so numb to pain. I can’t even feel anything. My heart is in the pit of my stomach and I can’t stop crying. Im scared I’ll end up pregnant and he’ll leave me for her. Idk what to think my mind is going crazy. I need advice. An ear. Im desperate. We’ve been using pre seed as well so ugh