I found out I was pregnant on Feb 25, 2022. At 7 weeks 3 days, I had an abortion. I understand people have different views on abortion, but for me this was the right choice. I’m 19 years old and going through a lot right now. Even though the abortion was the right choice, my heart is completely broken. I see people on social media posting about their pregnancy or having a baby and I can’t help but break down. Before this I was always so certain about getting an abortion if I ever got pregnant at a young age, but I never knew how hard it would be. Although I chose to terminate my pregnancy, I lost a child. I lost a part of me that could’ve once been held in my arms. I don’t know how to properly deal with this. Nobody knows besides 2 of my friends, but they would never understand how I am really feeling. This was one of the hardest things I ever did in my life and I don’t know if I will ever get past it.