It’s just tiring

My husband has a gaming addiction. It used to be “cute” but now it’s just exhausting. He will be better for a week, then go back to the normal playing all day from 7am-11pm on the weekends. I’ve asked for family days. I’ve asked him to only play for a couple of hours a day. It’ll be good for a week like I’ve stated, then go back to the bullshit. I’m tired. I’m tired of hearing him yell to his friends over the microphone. I’m tired of only being able to show him something when he takes a break or dies in a game. I’m tired of him being annoyed when he can’t play his game. I’m tired of not getting any attention. I didn’t ask for a part time husband. I didn’t ask for this. We had our “last chance” talk last week, he told me it was different this time & he “woke up”.

Wellll, after praising him for being good this week…. He decided to play games this entire weekend…. I’m not even asking him to quit 100%. I’m just asking him to cut down a bit. 😭 I’m literally about to throw his fucking computer out of the window from the second story.

& yes. We do have kids 🥴He will hold our son while he’s playing his stupid games but that’s about it. I don’t really like when he holds him while he plays bc if our starts moving & he dies, he gets mad & blames the child “why did you move”.