My life story ;

As child I had one of worst childhoods. I almost ended up with adoption. I grew up living with my grandmother meanwhile my dad was never apart of my life & mom was and still is a drug addict. Being molested , tortured and hurt by many. Having no happy childhood ; i have always been very smart and mature for my age . my early Preteen - teen years 11-15 I moved with my mother she had been in rehab for a year and was healthy and doing well until starting using again a year later , being evicted barely attending school ,living in shelters and so on . long story short ; i have been taking care of myself since i was 13 ; as I begin to enter my teen years around 15 I overcame being afraid to date and scared and nervous around men /boys. I met this guy who was my first love which broke my heart and didn't last. 16 years of age I met my boyfriend that I am deeply in love with now who has always been there for me , takes care of me , comforts me and keep my moving and happy even when I have been thinking about commiting suicide he has always been my best friend. We started dating and we fell in love and has been together for a year and some . we were living together at some point and then my mom had got in the way with that. I have no family I had to beg my grandmother if I could stay with her , my mom hates me and said she doesn't want to ever speak to me again she has chosen drugs over me. Long story short I am now a senior in high school and I'm looking for job & I am 8 weeks pregnant . My bf who is 21 has 2 jobs hes working on getting us a place and a car by the time the baby gets here. He's very supportive and we both are ready & confident . we know we can take care of a new life and live a happy one. This was not planned of course but I plan on being the best mother I can be . & im 100% sure I will be. The problem is , I stay with my grandmother and she might want me to get an abortion or kick me out . my mother will talk about me and want me to get an abortion also when she finds out. But she's has barely ever been there for me and had her first child at 16. I don't want her to be apart of my baby life or even get to meet my child. I am strong and I know I can do this. Its just all the negativity that sometimes get to me. Me & my bf are against adoption and would never want to abort our baby. So my only choice is to keep this precious baby , he/she will only make me stronger and work harder to achieve my goals in life. I love my unborn baby already and the last thing I want to do is abort.. I would honestly like opinions from you guys and advise please . thanks for reading my short story .